My Last Post before NS

Well,
Whatever that I need to do , I already did...
Whatever that I need to go through , has been gone through...

So now,
Eventhough I just will be leaving for 3 months,
I know that I will miss out a lot of things,
Sometimes I feel regrets whenever I've wasted opportunities...

I really having problem with myself,
I have a lot of things to tell you but I'm not able to so ,
Because I don't dare tell you ,
I'm afraid you don't like it or it will just spoil your mood,
So I remain silent...

Yesterday night,
I was asking myself why I can't just tell or confess whatever I want to tell,
Finally I've found the answer,
and The answer was '' I don't ever want to hurt you"
so chose not to tell you...

I'm not sure whether am doing the right thing or not...
but I hope that I'll never do mistake or something that might hurt your feelings,
Eventhough I didn't get the right answer from you but I promise
I'll wait till the day for 2nd attempt...

I don't care whatever answer u give me,
I'll just keep on waiting,
because the more I wait ,
the more closer we are...

Whenever we having conversation,
I always failed to link our conver to that particular situation ,
but I promise there will be an apportunity for us again...

After N.S, there's only 1 thing I hope for,
which is I dare to prove you that I really sincere to you..
I don't want to stay like that anymore,
because I know the ending won't be nice...