My Voice...from my HEART!!!

When you realize this.....

2012-02-23T21:07:00.003+08:00

Can I tell you something? Just few seconds for you to understand about all these...well , directly to the main point...

After all these while , I've been admiring and loving you which is more than just the normal friends...and now yet I still, it couldn't change....I bet you knew it rite? Maybe I not good enough for you...right?

Sometimes I can read it when you are trying to be farther from me...I seriously read that but if you think that it's not exactly what you are doing rite now , please let me know...I'm very scared ...seriously I am...because I really like you...

I don't know what am I suppose to do...I'm afraid that I will lost you...

5 Months? Aren't it too long?

2012-02-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

I guess this is longest period that I ever left my blogger here... I've been busy for these few months... Sometimes I don't wish to return here because whenever I log into this page , I'll feel uncomfortable and sad... Well , a past is a past...

So now , almost every festivals were already over and I felt wasted for never posting anything about the luxurious and the happiness in the beginning of 2012! 2012 seems like a good year for me...Hmmmm~~ anyway I 'll never waste this year without a smile everyday...

I'm BACK from National Service

2011-08-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

Its been a very long period I didn’t log into here. Anyway , seems like everything still doing well, nothing much difference, just some of my friends already left for their further studies and some of them on their way too…and me, still hesitating where to drop on, hopefully the results pop out faster than it should….=)

Well, NS life has changed me a lot in direct ways and also in indirect ways. I’m very proud that I got that opportunity to be one of the trainee in this programme.. I still remember that the first night I was there , I felt suffered for the whole night because I thought that I couldn’t survive even for a night , then how about for two and the half months? Anyway, after a week, I used to be, gaining friends from that day no matter what race or religions, attending classes and activities….

There’s a bit different from my hometown because their working days are from Sunday to Thursday but this give me no deal, haha. Working days we have to wake up at around 5.30a.m. because we have to to be at marching court on sharp 6.15a.m. We will do sing national anthem, NS song and some other morning physical training(PT) such as stretching, warm-up, jogging, jumping and so on…that’s y we were having cheerful morning every single day at there…I miss it…I do really…

After physical training session , we will have our morning breakfast at 7.30a.m. which before our class at 8.30a.m. There are four companies in NS which are ALPHA(which was mine) , BRAVO , CHARLIE and DELTA. For classes, in these four companies, we will be divided again into five Character-Building class which known as CB class. These classes has two section which were how to change yourself by yourself and also how are you going to change yourself from other people…this class really good for changing someone’s attitude if that someone do really focus on it. Then we also have Kenegaraan class, sex education class, traditional literature class, anti-drugs class and so on…

In afternoon, we have lots of outdoor activities, for example , marching, hiking , trekking, navigation knowledge, learn how to survive in jungle, canoeing, camping , flying fox, high element, shooting, swimming , mixes martial arts(MMA), cross country, sports, and many many more( I couldn’t list all out too sudden) LOL! I felt great because I did all these activities because some of these activities I’m afraid that I just only could play it once in my life…I’m proud with myself somehow haha..

Weekends probably we will be in the temple and listen to what we should listen as we were Buddhists. Proud with it. Some days we been with some activities like went for Gotong-royong programmes or do charity job…anyway, its kind of good behaviour….=)

Erm, I’m back now, I missed those days, but every beginning has an ending, what I need to do now is to strive forwards to see my future days.. I shall be prepared to face coming challenges. University will be the main task for me but in this also I’m having a big frustration..sigh…well, I won’t give up on this as I want to be a successor in future. I believe those people will change their view to me after somehow especially my family and my friends. Besides that, I still have something that I don’t know whether that I should go to ask for it again or not because I don’t wish to bring weird situation between me and her but what I could say is I’ll never go for other as I promised . I wish I can have that day, if not, I will just bow down my head to God as she happy will do. =)

My Last Post before NS

2011-05-16T01:11:00.003+08:00

Well,
Whatever that I need to do , I already did...
Whatever that I need to go through , has been gone through...

So now,
Eventhough I just will be leaving for 3 months,
I know that I will miss out a lot of things,
Sometimes I feel regrets whenever I've wasted opportunities...

I really having problem with myself,
I have a lot of things to tell you but I'm not able to so ,
Because I don't dare tell you ,
I'm afraid you don't like it or it will just spoil your mood,
So I remain silent...

Yesterday night,
I was asking myself why I can't just tell or confess whatever I want to tell,
Finally I've found the answer,
and The answer was '' I don't ever want to hurt you"
so chose not to tell you...

I'm not sure whether am doing the right thing or not...
but I hope that I'll never do mistake or something that might hurt your feelings,
Eventhough I didn't get the right answer from you but I promise
I'll wait till the day for 2nd attempt...

I don't care whatever answer u give me,
I'll just keep on waiting,
because the more I wait ,
the more closer we are...

Whenever we having conversation,
I always failed to link our conver to that particular situation ,
but I promise there will be an apportunity for us again...

After N.S, there's only 1 thing I hope for,
which is I dare to prove you that I really sincere to you..
I don't want to stay like that anymore,
because I know the ending won't be nice...

Shall I just pretend nothings happened?

2011-05-14T03:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel that making friends in this era is kinda hard,
Some friends will appreciate what you did and some not,
Well, I never wish whether that people appreciate whatever i did to him or not,
I just do whatever my heart told me,
So I shouldn't thinking more than that now...

I wish to pull back but as a guy,
I told myself,
whenever u let bait go, just let it be,
don't pull it back till you gt the fish...

Today I realise that sometimes people won't appreciate whatever u did...
but if u feel like you are doing the right thing,
just keep it on...

Sigh, I really feel ashamed...
but I still myself...
He really spoilt my day...=[

To someone with all my trust

2011-05-11T03:14:00.003+08:00

Hey girl , I can predict that when you are reading this post, I'm no longer in Penang .
but if I were lucky enough , you are reading this while I'm still here...
If really you doing so, I want to tell you that I really wish to meet you once again before I leave in any relationships...It could be friends, good friends or better one....
Actually it just 3 months but it could meant a lot to me....because it takes time...

I tell you what, to be honest , I'm not good in this matter,
but I can tell you whatever I told you that day , It's a truth...
Actually I very happy whenever I expressed that ...
but after somehow I feel that it was not success enough...
No matter how, I'll accept whatever answer you give me...

This matter can't success in rapid way...it takes time right?
Waiting for the right time rite?
OKay...=)
I hope I can see something that brings hope~!

I just want to tell you that no matter what happened to me, I'll stick to my plan and waiting for that right time...
I promise!
I really hope that day will happen
and I'll wait...

Please..I shall pray more...
because of You,
I found the sun in my heart and shine myself
so
U're meant a lot to me...=)

If things doesn't go well, it's okay, we are still good friends...Don't worry ^^
All I hope to see is your happy smiley..
If you happy , that will do...
because the most important thing in this matter is to see their partner happy...=)

After somehow , I've returned ! with NEW LIFE! =)

2011-05-11T02:54:00.003+08:00

After these few months , I've found that there were so many changes in my life...
I make more friends,
I met more problems,
and I got myself better...

Erm, shall we just forget my previous posts?
I guess I need to do so because I really need to wake up from that nightmare!
NO MORE NIGHTMARE CHEE WOON , NO MORE!

What I need to have now is STRONG Heart and WISE Brain!
Every mistakes can be overcomed by new success!
I need to work hard and tackle all the problems that I could face every single day!

By the way , I need to apologize to everyone that has been hurt by my angerness and stubborn-minded..
Dad, even you never show me the right way of being a better guy, but I promised to u now that I will be the best guy...
I know that actually you always concerning on me but you does it in a wrong way...
It's fine Dad! I'm sorry...really sorry, no matter who you are, you are my dad...
Mom has been travelled far away from us and I know that no matter how, we couldn't find her anymore...but 1 thing that she can't run away from us, we're a family....I love you guys....

FAMILY= Father And Mother I Love You!

I can't deny that...without you guys, what is me? I'm sorry...=(

This could be my very last post...???

2011-02-24T17:57:00.002+08:00

Happy and sad moment is over...
No matter how, sun will be risen again and again on tomorrow,
I should know that 21st Feb 2011 could be my ever worst day in my life,
expectedly its a truth, I almost get the qualification to enter university..
The minimum requirement to enter IPTA is at least we must get 2.00 for three subjects included Pengajian Am....
Unfortunately I just got 2 B's and a C but its a C- which was accounting...
The worst nightmare for me is Economics ...until today I still can't accept it ...Its a D+!!!!
This is horrible...I never expect I could get this king of gred...It should be at least B....It couldn't be D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What to do? We can't change the fact....
Anyway I am still good enough to apply for University...hopefully Someone up there bless me so that I got that luck to enter IPTA...
I wish I can get a good news otherwise I'll be take a big rish which is retake my STPM by the end of this year....
Sigh, its horrible...and its embarrassed to face the world and every people theres always around me...
Mum, I'm sorry...really very sorry, My promise came with an empty paper....

I feel like give up and rest in peace.....I never live in peace in this family...

No people understand about me.....

Im gonna retake it !~ I can't face myself without a success...

I will stay far far from people....

what a SHAME??

This could be my very last post....

If I ever make someone or anyone who read this upset, Im sorry !

I will only return after I success...sorry my dear frens...

Will this be my last ever post in Blogger?

2011-02-18T18:58:00.002+08:00

As usual , seldom update my blog...
Today, I realised that I really just a piece of plain paper when I read my own blog from other ppl post...
I think this will be my very last post because feel like stop my life at here...
I hate to argueing with myself
I hate the feeling of missing or loving someone just I know that I couldn't make even a single move...
I know we will never success if we never try...The past two pathetic hopes are enough to make me afraid of trying to love someone,...
I don't even know what I'm bullshitting about actually...but I know now I have a feeling on someone...
but....

I don't know what to do...
Don't even know how to face myself...
Pathetic case~

Maybe miracle can happen before I leave for NS...

Maybe after NS , I should landing somewhere else as long not in Penang...

Will 2011 be my wonder year? I really hope so,,,,

2011-02-08T03:23:00.002+08:00

I was thinking why there's so many things that I have to face everyday?
I really hope that I will success ...
Mum surely will be happy if I could make it...
but will I?

After STPM, I feel like my life is really boring...
Maybe I still can't manage myself?
Maybe I love schooling?
What to do?
Life is looking forward and never turn back...

Today was a horrible day for me...
Something went wrong with my mobile again...
can't even turn on....=.=
and I've decided to buy a new 1 but today seriously my time was too packed!
12pm to 2am ....14 hours....aren't' this horrible?
Working is just like hell-ing...LOL
but at least I gained more than 80 bucks today from angpow...its satisfied me ...HAha

Sometimes there r too many things in my mind but I couldn't write it down here....
I have no idea...
Should I or shouldn't?
Seriously it's complicated and hard to confess about...

Now I realised

2011-01-31T18:44:00.002+08:00

I've found out that my blog is just like a place for me throw whatever unwanted things that bothering my life...

I really don't know where can I confess to if I didn't do this...

My blog is empty ... no pictures...no videos...no music...Last time this won't be happened but now there's only crap at here...

Sometimes I've found out that there's no point working so hard for...
I just know I can gain money....The money is just too little to be used in life...
I just hope this can help me to overcome my expenses during if I could make myself at Uni...

Life is suffering....
live unhappily...
smile fakely...
happy for nothing...
empty hope...
What should I do to make it better?

I just hoping for Uni...I hope it can change my life...if possible , I hope I can leave this town...
Once I leave, I know my life will be restarted...

Today is the end of January...
Tomorrow will be the new month of 2011...
Its been 7 months she left us...
Everything passed so fast...

Mum, I just hope u will bless me so that I can success in future...
I really hoping for it...

Am tired...

2011-01-23T19:28:00.003+08:00

2.00 a.m. now...juz came back from work...now I realised life is unpredictable and unexplainable...

The person like me staying in this world just to get more suffer and create shit to the world....
What's the point of working hard and trying hard as you know success is impossible for yourself?
I feel like giving up on everything...

There is something in my heart that ppl call me stubborn...
Its not about what, Its about myself...
the 1 having problem is myself and I can't blame others...

The person like me don't deserve to have a good girl...
I know myself well...
I should giving up on her and let her go ...
I should stop thinking of her...
She belongs to a better guy...the 1 can take good much care of her ...the 1 can give her anything...ANTHING that I couldn't give....

I've learnt something after these period......
If we love someone, we just wish she or he happy everyday...
Even she doesn't belongs to us because we couldn't give her the life that she should have...
So now I know my ability and I know what to do...
The only waay to let her live better is leave her....

I am heart broken...I wish I could stop all this and won't fall in love again ...
I am too stubborn last time...
I should listen to mum....
Mum,I'm really sorry for not listening to you...
We should know our ability...
We shouldn't stubborn...

Nothing much I can do now but just could stay far away from her as far as possible and wish her can find a better man that will take good care of her...
and me, I think I should pray hard so that I can get into University so that I could change my background and environment in future...
Penang is too much for me, I should leave here when time arrives...

I wish I could ask God something if He do really exist...

I don't know what SHOULD i do?

2011-01-23T19:28:00.002+08:00

Its been more than a month I never return to the team and I've found out that my stamina dropped so much yesterday after I played with my ex-schoolmates...with this condition, I know I couldn't make it on today and thats why am here updating my blog...I dunno how to express it and I think I shall go for jogging to gain back what I should have....I must make sure I'm good enough for the team as if they need me to play in the match...I will not joining them with this condition as I know I will screw my face out ....

Thats the 1st thing...2nd thing is ....sighing*....I don't have that brave to try and tell what am thinking now...maybe as what my friend said..." U're philophobia....."

Maybe because of my condition didn't allow me to do so....I wish i could tell but I know myself better than others.....I can't make it....What a shame to myself....

Weird dream

2011-01-03T02:40:00.003+08:00

These few days keep dreaming of MUM....
and whenever I woke up , I've found that I cry for whole nite till my pillow get wet...
What does this all mean,? I wish she could tell me clearier becoz I don't want she get dissapointed....

New Year's resolution?

2011-01-03T02:40:00.002+08:00

2011........

Everything has been passed ...
I've done with Form6 life...
Already more than half year she left me but she's the best of the best no matter how...
But I still I am...
There's lot of things I couldn't make it as return...
WHat should I do?
Nothing I can do....~
Sometimes I feel like I'm not a good guy...
Sometimes not...

I already planned as if will be proven in future...
Now no matter how I have to work hard and ignores good life...
I need to do so because no people can help us ...
but I believe I can ...
If not,saying goodbye to this world will be the another option...
No more options, thats all...

I have several questions that I would like to ask GOD
Is everything that I fighting worthful?
I really don't want to fail in my life....
I'm always there , Standing stronger and stronger
I'll walk this road no matter easy or hard...
Can u bless me?

Love? I already became a person that don't even know to love myself, so I think I don't need wast my energy to looking for it already...
I know I don't deserve all this...
Nothing can be changed unless die and reborn to a better family...I guess I was joking....haha

JOB?

2010-12-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

STPM is over...

looking for job again....

I've been went for several interviews in two days...hopefully I can get the job as soon as possible...but I think it can be la haha

Its been more than two MONths~`

2010-12-13T08:15:00.004+08:00

Today is 13th of Dec 2010....
Its been more two months I didn't come back to this page....I have a lot of stuffs in my heart....

The first thing ofcuz about Mum...its been almost half year I didn't see her....but I could feel she is with me all the time....I can feel her advise , sound , love and care eventhough she's not around...My mum just too awesome...

2nd this is all about today....2 more days to take the last paperand I'll be free from that after this...maybe some of my friends no longer can be met...but they are awesome...I'll remember them forever ...

3rd...Bad luck today...My mobile start sick dy...have to send him to hosp later....hopfully the problem not really big...and NS...haih, whenever talking about this...head just like going to explode...better forget about it....

4th,I think I should congrats to myself and I think I'll be say goodbye to this world very soon...=)
last comment: I'm really sad and I really had enough with this world....

100th days after she left this world...

2010-10-06T14:11:00.002+08:00

Its been already 100 days after MUM left this world.....everything just like nothing ... Today went for prayers for her 100th days....... Hopefully she will happy all the way after this....If possible , I'd would like to be his son again in next life....

Horrible Week!

2010-09-24T12:34:00.002+08:00

5 days just like 5 hours if we spend our time in study !
U know why ?
Because u will understand if u're last minute boy which mean u start study when tomoro is an exam day ..
Today seems like I screwed my micro due to the lacking of memory of brains to memorize those stuffs...
Nothing much to comment because my mind r totally empty and blur...==

This is 1st TIME I'm talking about RACISM at here

2010-09-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

Well, to my beloved friends and to all Malaysians,
I'd like to share something to you all,
As a homegrown boy,
I'm already sick enough with those people always racist in our country...
I'm trying to ignore this problem because I do not wish any problem occurs between us...
But why u all don't just shut up your motherfucking mouth?
Now u all getting worse, bullying chinese, beat chinese?
I watch it all thru the clips that have been shared around the world...
Don't u all think this is so shameful?
Who the fuck u are?
King? Strong? Superb? Pride of Malaysian?
For me , u all just like the sicky wild dogs....
U know what?
Nowadays Singapore already better than us more than a dozen levels...
Why don't u all wake up and face the world together?
I know here is MALAYsia, but why don't u all think farther ?
U know why u have so many things to enjoy and consume?
Without chinese, U all just able to stay in the forest and eat the wild animals ...
DO u know that? Do u know that?
who bring u all to this modern era?
U think u all did it by your own brains?
Come on, I don't mean to racist at here, I just want u all please try to respect others
Chinese , Indians , sikh and other races also did constributed a lot to this country,
Without us, u all just nothing..
If u all thinking that u all already good enough and hoping all chinese out from here,
I can tell u , I'll be the 1st 1, because I'm already tired enough to yours attitude
I'm freaking hate it,
I do have Malay friends also and I felt very sorry to them whenever I'm thinking of this....
This is because not all Malays behaving like those wild dogs...
and whatever NAMEWEE have said,
It's a truth...
he not racist,
he just want bring a fair relationship between all of us...
and U all charged him because u all afraid he tells out all of yours negative did...
Please, it's already 2010 and stop eating banana at home...

I'm back with a totally NEW CHARACTER!!!!!!

2010-09-01T19:28:00.004+08:00

Hey YO! what's up my blog...I'm keep thinking of negative points and negative ideas according to my previous post! but now I'm gonna tell whoever in this world I'm gonna back with my NEW CHARACTER , AIM and TARGET!!!!!!! I already set my goal in my mind in order to battle with the people in this world...

Yea, gonna smile smile smile it all over again.... U can't understand what I've felt before because now I'm back with a new SOUL!!! Thinking and loving is the reason I couldn't wake up from my untidy bed because everything I've ventured seems like no results come back to me...So, I'm very sorry to said that I have to forgetting u....no Hard feeling...^^.... if possible maybe God will plan it all over for us...but I think it juz a dream...

NEVERmind, used to be b4, not the 1st time and also not the last too as well....Now I can focus in my studies and preparing for the coming exam...football as well, I wish I could find a team as soon as possible ... and there's one thing just come into my mind and I also start obsessed over DANCE!!!! Woohooo...!!! xD

IM TOTALLY DISSAPOINTED WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!1

2010-08-31T17:59:00.006+08:00

Now I realised that i just a stupid guy...
Why I did so much?
Just to let ppl know me I am a stupid person...?
DAMN DISSAPOINTED TODAY!!!!!!!!!
Now I know already...
I'm not not good enough...
I'm too kind and honest...
and stubborn because I believe one day the star will show me...but...
and This is what I gained!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Apparently there's nothing left in your heart even I try to do so many things just for you...
I understood...
I'm very sad and dissapointed with u all...
I'm going to stay away from u all today onwards....
I feel ashamed because I'm just too stupid for u...
Thanx for everything ...

Randomly CRAP!!!

2010-08-29T21:35:00.003+08:00

Well, nowadays my feeling getting sucks...hard to explain and to figure out...I feels like sometimes my mood changed too rapidly...from a smiley face to the doomy mood...What does it mean? Weird rite? I guess so because I couldn't explain it also...

I'm realised that the day without mum is worse than the day without food...I bet u guys surely don't understand what I'm crapping all about coz not everyone could accept it...But what to do ? Have to face it although the day without her is totally horrible...

I believes that for those reading this post sure confusing what I'm talking about because even me myself also frust with it...Another thing is about the coming trial and STPM !!!! The day to face them is getting closer and closer...But the homework also not little for a normal student...I know what's the meaning of ' Practice makes perfect ' but I also know that this is considering as suicide case...

And when come to relationship problem , there's a big question mark!!! Although I'm realised that loving someone is not easy but why I just can't let it go??? Right to be honest, if I let it go, my life might at least minus a confusing note... But why? But recently I think I've found out an important point or what so called truth...and if playing this truth in my mind, it might help to cure my disease and make me forgetting about her... should I play this disc in my mind??? I used to do it before but everytime when I saw her again, it changed me!!! Oh GOD!!!

So, what I know is ... well, I bet u guys always heard about this...they said boys are the good cheaters and heartless...but why don't they think only rich guys will do so? Don't spoil us because of some animal... this is so unfair ... anad how about u girls? just focus on rich guys...aren't all of this are same? Please think more than u see...I know not all girls behaving like that ... but u all should know not all guys will be like that also.....GIRLS and BOYS, open your eyes bigger and make an appropriate answer for yourself...

Time getting LESS

2010-08-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

It's been a time I stop blogging...due to the busyness of schooling and sports...

Today is Friday, 3 days ago was the 50th day since my mum left me. I still missing her and still couldn't forget the moment I had with her before. I really want to see her face again, I really hope so, everytime her face pop up in my mind, I'll drop my tears....then saddest thing is when I heard people talk about her, why they so free and feel no guilty on saying that? why their motherfucking mouth always want to mention the saddest thing in my life in front of me...???? Are they brainless or they just couldn't stop their fucking mouth? I have no idea...

Now the time seems like wasn't much enough for me for prepartion for the trial exam which is on next month....I still unable to finish up all the homework especially accounts...What I know is I think I overspent time on football, I should cut down these time on the homework but I just can't do it...

The worst thing is these two days I keep suffered from injuries...Just I was like gone memory when my knocked on the ground...I was afraid that I might having concussion but not sure whether it is or not? Well, let it be as long as still could breathe...

This post maybe will be the last post for this month so there are no much time on blogging at here again....

SHITE!!!!!!

2010-07-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

Don't ever judge me if you don't understand me....I'm telling anyone!!!

I don't know why? I used time to forget the bad news but why u all trying to mention it out all over again??? I know u all never understand the feeling of losing mum coz u all never face it before..... but can u all please kindly close your mtfking mouth on commenting....

Do u know I'm really depressed after my mum leave me...???? U all just care about my dad...I know coz he also sad but u know the feeling of losing mum???? U all care about him is your problem, but how can keep on commenting on me? I know what to do ... all I want is please kindly keep your mouth shut and let my be in peace...

I don't mean to hurt anyone but all I want is a peace and constant silent situation for this moment...U all will not understand till when u face it...

I edi try to smile in school or anywhere but it doesn't mean now my mood is happy...so, please stay away from if u all keen to comment...unless u all want me to join my mum...I'm almost 20 and I kn0ow what to do....

SPAIN !!!!! 2010 World Cup Champion!!!!!!

2010-07-13T22:49:00.006+08:00

Spain has been appeared as the 2010 FIFA World Cup Champion on SUNDAY nite after thrashed Netherlands in the Final at South Africa... This was their's first time while Netherlands failed to achieve it even this was their third final in the World cup...

The game was so amazing and both of the teams played well....Spain declared as the champion after Andres Iniesta did the goal at minute 113th...and the game was ended with 1-0.....there are 0-0 for the first 90 minutes until the goal was scored...

Cesc Fabregas appeared as the assist of the goal after substituted into the game in the 2nd half....

Fernando Torres was substituted into the game in extra-time but he doesn't looks good in the game due to injury...

Top scorer for the Spanish team was David Villa who scored against Honduras, Chile , Portugal and Paraguay ....Thomas Mueller from Germany was appeared as the GOLDEN BOOT's winner because he did more shots in the whole campaign... Diego Forlan frm Uruguay and Wesley Sneijder also did 5 goals...

Iker Casillas was known as the best goalkeeper of the tournament!!! while Sergio Ramos , Carles Puyol and Gerard Pique were chosen as the best defenders of the tournament... Xavi and Iniesta were chosen as the best midfielders while David villa was chosen as the Best Forward of the tournament...

Spain's games in the whole tournament:

vs Switzerland (0-1) - Group Stage

vs Honduras (2-0) - Group Stage

vs Chile (2-1) - Group Stage

vs Portugal (1-0) - Rounds 16

vs Paraguay (1-0) - Quarter-final

vs Germany (1-0) - Semi-final

vs Netherlands (1-0) - Final

they just scored 8 goals and conceded 2 goals for the whole tournament...

Goal scorers:

David Villa - 5 goals

Andres Iniesta - 2 goal

Carles Puyol - 1 goal

Tough Moment has been started!!!

2010-07-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

I guess , I think , I feel.......the day of pain and hard has been started... but there is no reason for me to deny it...I have to force myself to face and overcome it...

I admits that the day after the sad day brings me a harder life...but...but... but...I hv to be strong or else I might collapse anytime....

Hot-temper is the hardest thing for me to drop it down...I used to be but it's hard...No choice...The only choice is just keep hold on it... I've promised to MUM, then , I think I hv to proof it to her no matter how...

My body , my mind , my sense....has been changed unfortunately.... I don't have mood to look for pointless activities....the way i'm enjoying and playing hv been changed....Maybe I'm deserved it...no point for me to argue so much since I'm nearly to the end point...

Generous and Honest...I'll always remember this because my mum ask us to proof it ....so...no matter how hard...I have to achieve it....EVEryThiNg has been changed since mum left us!!!

4th day after Mum leave us...

2010-07-02T08:58:00.003+08:00

Funeral has been done yesterday...I couldn't forget the moment she with me....She struggled for everything to make our life getting better...I duno wad to say... I'm really a bad son....never treat her better when she was here...and now everything is too late....

My heart still pain when my brains keep figuring her face and the moment....I was very sad and speechless when she was sent into the place that use for discrimination....she sure suffer inside there...but I can't do anything already.....I just can prays that so the Buddha can take care and bring her to the heaven to become one of them....and Hopes that she will hv a better life in next life...hope she don't need to work so hard and have a healthy life in her next life...I hope Buddha will help for this coz she really the best mum in this world for me...

She did a lot without say anything... I do feel sorry for not helping her or gv her a better life...Now what I can do is just to fullfill her dream....I will be a better and mature boy....

U're part of my life, u gone means part of my life gone and now I have to fight back part of my life by my own hands...Rest in Peace MUM ... U don't have to worry about us....and the rest I will help u to accomplish it....

I'm sorry MUM...

2010-06-30T07:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the most painful day for me....when it happens, I just can't believe it....I've brought her to clinic to due her pain ... She never say that she sick or something....this is the 1st also the last time...

This is the hardest moment for me...I just can feel that I've lost everything when I've been told that she already gone by the doctor...I went to clinic with her and saw whatever things happened inside the room...I just remember something...she ask me follow her when Dad want take her to the clinic...she never ask me to follow her...she looks suffering for few minutes and left this world without leave any comment...

She never tell me what she want...She never ask for anything....She did everything for us but I still haven't pay back anything to her...My plan is going to give her a better life after I end my studies....why don't she wait me for few years...

She never ask me to do anything for her...I felt very sorry....but this happens to sudden ....she never have any diseases .... but why she left this world by just sudden heart attack? I don't know what to do now....suddenly lost the one who the closest to me...There is no meaning for me in this world if without her....

After 2 weeks of Holidays

2010-06-21T22:14:00.002+08:00

Went back to school today....

My mood still haven't follow me back to the school...this is maybe because I've spent too much time at home during holidays...I couldn't feel the feeling that I wanted before, which was forcing myself to struggle for my coming exam....

At the same time, I felt tired physically and mentally... I really don't understand some people can get whatever they want but some couldn't ... I feel that there is no equality even between humans...

I couldn't let go the thing that hv been keep in my heart since last time...Even I know it's impossible to be happen...Everyone hoing for happiness but not everyone is able to change their's life to happiness...

YUN's Birthdayzzzzzz^^

2010-06-15T00:52:00.012+08:00

YUN makan-ing....very spicy hor...XD

Seems like very long time didn't blogging dy...and now I feel so boring...

Yun Yun's birthday today, as what we hv planned two weeks ago, A surprising for her at Queens... Yun , Riko MAMA , Rita ,Kang and Cp went out together...lots of FUN today...

We went for lunch at KIM GARY's restaurant , watched THE A-TEAM at GSC and enjoy some at Arcade centre....xD

Very funny when we get the cake that hv been ordered on Thursday, the problem was I hv forgotten to bring lighter or matches for the candles...haha...run around at ground floor with the cake ....finally found it sold outside of the Mall...lolz...worsely, I having stomachache that time until I've forgotten the present for Yun....lol...maybe too nervous celebrating for someone for the first time...when I'm going to stop my nervousness ??? hahaz....

see see.....the way she SMILE...HAHAHS

(she gonna kill me for this....lol..) So BIG how to put into?lol.....

That's MEeeeeeee

Here they ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kang and CP!!

MOmma with BirthdayGUrl

Finally MISSION Accomplished....hahas...her smile and happiness make we Happy on what we did....^^.....

Losing U is my biggest worryness

2010-05-29T17:15:00.002+08:00

When A person gone too deep...the feeling will getting not stable...he will always worry about losing of someone...This may means nothing to the girl's side buy this might kill the guy....No ppl will understand unless they do really feel it....this will be even worse qwhen they found there are some enemies come to them...

This is really nonsense ... I mean bullshitting at here but I duno where to express all the problems and feeling at where if not at here...Will gone mad if thinking too much...somemore there r no people know u're suffering with a stupid smile face everyday....

I shouldn't spend too much time in FB......

2010-05-22T12:36:00.002+08:00

The reason I'm telling this is not about the time-wasting...Is all about something that spoilt my mood.... everytime sign in....sure got something that might kill us...this is because we might see something unwanted....

On the other hand, theres ntg besides spending my time at here...really hv no idea what or how to go on in this life...why my road so tough? Why don't made it simple? I dunnoe what to do...seems like there's ntg for me already by staying in this world...

I hate this world....When it gonna end? I'm not going to bother everything dy or talk so much with these...

2010-05-21T14:05:00.003+08:00

Can u tell me what to do? can u answer me?

I think I'm dead dy....no longer in this world....lost my feeling....my happy moments....my passion.... my mood.... I'm tired....Exhausted.... thinking the nonsense....

What if I'm never exist in this world?

2010-05-17T03:49:00.002+08:00

Now already 4am and I couldn't believe that I'm still here....

Hey , loh Chee Woon....Nowadays , I really dun understand about u...r we still the same person?
What if u never exist in this world? Can u be like what were u right now? Now I'm really realised that I'm always keep talking to myself....

Hey, R u there? DOes God exist? I f yes can u tell me what to do? I shouldn't be like this...I'm a successful student since I was in SMKAI...I can be like that in PFS too...but why I became like this because of a small little case?

I believe I will never forget u for my whole life... U r the 1 help me from dangerous path....

Juz drop by...

2010-05-14T18:35:00.002+08:00

What u mean by Y? I'm really want to know it but there are a lot of probabilities by the word 'Y'...maybe I hv found the answer but duno whether it's correct or not?...haih...I'm really hopes that could be able to understand u more than I expected...

Today u seems not in the good mood when in school...I'm trying myself to ask u y, but I duno how to ask....maybe U not in that mood to tell me also....after U told me that u not feeling welll , and after getting better after sleep....then I felt better....

I think I'm getting crazy nowadays coz I duno what am i bullshitting these all about....~~

Nvm...I'll be waiting at there ..

2010-05-13T00:18:00.004+08:00

U know , I know , we know... there's something in my heart thats very hurting...I doesn't mean to torturing myself, I just hopes that there's a miracle in the future days... I already did what I should ... now I just let it be cause I know U r enjoying your single's life....I doesn't mean I want u to do a decision by saying No or Yes...cause even if Yes also but U didn't realise my love also just a waste...

So, let we enjoying our days 1st until someday U've really change your mind...as what u hv said before, everything is unpredictable... and now, I really hopes that the Unpredictable will show me a positive result... U will think I'm crazy and just wasting my times...but for me, I think it's worth, everything need to sacrifice some time and effort...without this, nothing can be accomplished...

And I also knew that u don't want me to get hurt... but I never hurt by that, U don't worry, I just want u don't judge this with the word 'NO' so fast ... everything needs time for consideration...Nevermine, I will wait no matter how long cause the more I'm waiting for u, the more I will love on U... I hopes that U will really realise that I'm the people that U should gv chance...even only one will do, I'll appreciate this for the rest of my life...I won't be so easily gv up like other guys...I won't hunt for other girls like what they did when they failed from their relationship or requestment...

Nowadays I'm getting down doesn't mean I will be like that in my whole life... I will still fight for my studies and sports, I will never make u feels that u r wrong and I believe that U will not... what I hopes for u is please don't give up on me so easily cause I edi buried all my love on u for almost a year without any regretment.... I'm abit regrets that I told u this cause actually I want to keep it until after the STPM...and I also hopes that don't ever say sorry or ask me search for other girls...cause these words is killing me... U'll never know how much I love u... I say I do... I will gv up everything for u also...

CHELSEA back as a Premier League's Champion after 3 seasons...

2010-05-12T16:49:00.002+08:00

CHELSEA has won the Barlays' Premier League Season 2009/2010...Last match against Wigan was Superb....8-0!!!

When to find back my real SMILEY face?

2010-05-11T16:12:00.004+08:00

2nd day in school... same thing... I really don't understand myself these two days... I'm happy or sicky? I feels that the flavour and the taste in my heart getting less and fade... Is that me? I'm asking myself... I did laughed in class but is that a real laugh and smile?

Why my tears dropping out from my eyes? Is this still show that I'm still hv a feeling? Do me? ... I wonders why some people can hv whatever they want by just a click or a wish? I didn't ask too much from God... I never ask anything from others... I juz make anything that I wanted by my own hands...Why God couldn't gv me even one favor?

Someone asking me , "Why u so tension with your studies? " ... I couldn't answer... I don't know what to reply... This is awful...horrible feeling... Is there any differences between I tell and being silent ? I did but the answer make no sense ... and the answer is not 'NO'...what does this mean by? I'm slow but why don't to make me understand of this? I never think that the reason that u gv is a real excuse... but I really hopes that it still in the procession...

Can someone guide me? How to continue? How to find my real SMILEY? ... or I still have to wait till the end? If u really tell me this, that would be even better... coz I really can wait... I already did this for 11 months, why not for another 5 months? Am I right? can there any response ...I need A RESPONSE...Even a word that could make me understand will do...Coz I'd fight for you no matter what is the conclusion...==,

My Mood getting not stable

2010-05-10T15:46:00.002+08:00

This is me after something I've did last two days...I alreally did the part that I shud do...but y I'm feeling guilty and sounds like I did mistake in my life...maybe not to her but to myself...
I never hv the dareness to say that , but this should be the real 1st time...The secret of 11 months has been leaked out...I should be feel better but I never feel that, I feel like very confusing and pressuring...this is maybe I buried to much of love on her...thats y I became like that...
She didn't reject me but she also didn't approve...juz by a reason of studies...I can see a lot of people can go on like that...but why we couldn't ? We should be able to...maybe she got her own ideas...I shouldn't force her coz we have the rights to love someone but not force someone to love us...this is my fate...but why I hv to face this...? God, can u treat me nicer? I just want to share a life with her, isn't that too much I'm asking for?
I duno why I continue blogging at here...but I suddenly want to share out all my love....and I really hope that she will be the listener for me...I'm willing to do anything for the sake of u...coz I really love u...but she couldn't see this ....and this make no sense...and I really hopes that a miracle will be there soon...

I'm very sad, but I duno how to share , I'm really need u sit in front of me and listen to me if possible...Everytime I smile in school, that doesn't means that I'm happy, juz for the sake of fakeness...coz I don't want her feeling sorry to me...but to u , GOD, can u do me a favor? I juz wan to share a sweet life with her...that's all...am I asking too much?....==,

I can't stop thinking those stuffs

2010-03-16T04:46:00.002+08:00

According as what we can see from my last post was on 28 Feb which is already half month I didn't blogging....Actually not I lazy to blog at here, It is because there r tons of homework waiting for me to accomplished...sounds exaggerating but it was a fact.....

Today...I started blogging again because I couldn't sleep...sounds like insomnia but it's not...few hours ago, I was chatting with one of my schoolmate....is about personal thinggy .... Well, I think I know myself very well, I love someone since last year and these few days I felt like going to forget it because there r a lots of problems might occur.... Unfortunately, this fellow told me a lots of things that I've never heard before...He told me to express the feeling and also the things what girls really need....after the conversation, my mind now getting blurrer....and her face started pops out once i close my eyes....GOD!!! I need u~~~

The Last Day of Lunar New Year!!! at Pantai Kerachut!!!!

2010-02-28T18:30:00.002+08:00

Early the morning around 5.45am , we all gathered at Chie Chiat's house...we waiting from Li Hong to fetch us....
After that , we went to somewhere to had our breakfast before we continue to our destination at Pantai Kerachut...We reached there around 8am ..
We took about 2 hours to completed the forest b4 we reach the BEACH... we took boat to returned to the station .... it costed us RM12 per person....well...Today is the best ever CHAP GOH MEI that I had!!!

Juz dropped few sentences

2009-12-27T22:11:00.003+08:00

Holiday will end soon.....this holiday was not good enough to me.....very boring and can consider as suicidal period...hahaz....Most of the time was staying at home and being nonsense....lolz......well....can consider as long break for me before 2010 which is the year I'm going for government examination....
Will bring myself into University or not is depends on this exam....hopefully have the great 1.....and I think is time to forget the unwanted feeling and the thorns in my heart......and the last greet...I didn't tell u because I don't know how will u react after that....It's better juz forget it ....maybe i'm coward.....but I do really like u....

Grandma 73-Years old d.....

2009-11-02T16:00:00.007+08:00

Grandma's cake

Me, Grandma(sit), Mum,Sis,Cousin,Aunt

On Last Saturday,31st of OCt is my grandma 73th Birthday......We celebrated it with Steamboat with a Choc's cake.....xD

she very happy with what we did....

me, Sheng and Siang with Grandma..

Reunion of SMKAI 08's STUDENTS

2009-11-02T15:48:00.006+08:00

Last Friday,30th October 09.....
10 peoples celebrated a reunion that should be more than at least 30 persons.....

HaiZ!!!

Eventhough 10 ppls , bt we celebrated it with full of Happiness ...

Those presents on that day were Jeffrey, Yew Leong , Ee Yeow, Jason, Kai Chen, Rita,Chia Chia, Saw Jen, Jessica and of course me....hahaha....Unfortunately, before we built up da fire.....because of trying to save a ball, something has stung my leg....Bleedind non-stop ....Sounds Yucky haha....bt luckily my friends helped me to stopped it....

Failure leads to LOSER!!!

2009-10-29T00:32:00.004+08:00

When mentions about failure, I'm found that myself such a loser.....

As what I'm blogging now, I still don't know that what I'm going to talk about with....

This is maybe what I having now is a very hard task...

As I know... what I having now not easy as I know....I just know this happened once in my past days and now I'm going to faces with it again...

For example, a scientist owned a bottle of chemical that he found it from somewhere, he knows that this chemical is the last bottle that just left in this world...he very happy with his recents condition and now, he hesitating whether want to use this chemical and apply it on his experiment because he wanted to make the chemical into better condition ....

But, once he fail in this experiment, the chemical might dissappear from this world and might be not ...If not, the chemical will remain on the same condition.....

So,

Should him apply this bottle of chemical in his experiment?????

Actually what I'm having now, I understood....and this example is something that have relevant to what I having....

Why we cannot juz have a simple life...

SIGHness~~~

Something new from NAMEWEE gege....

2009-10-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAHQGvFqcSE

Check this out .... no virus de...

9 Goals in two matches....

2009-10-25T14:13:00.003+08:00

Wednesday , 21st Oct

UEFA Champions League Group Stage Fixture 3

Chelsea came back with 4 goals to nil on Atletico Madrid after they lose on Saturday in Premiership...
Two goals from Kalou and a single goal from Lampard with an own goal by Nelson brought Chelsea in 3 consecutives won without losing any goals from their opponents...

Saturday, 24th October

Barclay's Premier League Fixture 10

Nightmares for Blackburn Rovers after Essien, Lampard , Drogba and his own defender make it 5 goals...Early the games , a short pass by Anelka from left hand side caused the Blackburn's defender scored an own goal....

In the 2nd half, a simple shot with a simple penalty-kick by Lampard with a 35 yards shot by Essien make Robinson lose 4 goals......Unfortunately , a header from Mr.Drogba in the end of the match confirmed Chelsea as a winner of the game.....

REDBOX-ing

2009-10-17T02:11:00.003+08:00

Today went out with Rita,Yun,Tee,Ting,Ying,Ping and Jasa.....Funny ...a lil boy with 7 sisters....

We went to REDBOX....V enjoyed and very happy....haha....but Jasa, Ying and Ping late becoz they went to wrong road....haha....so lame....

I'm Yours.................do do do do do do do do do do ......................

At first we also went to Island's hospital coz we wanted to donate blood but the doctor dun gv me to donate coz I'm still underage.....swt.....still nids parent's approval....

ALL the crazy sis....

SINGING...

re-COD 4!!!! and burgering....

2009-10-09T05:37:00.001+08:00

After several months din gather, Sern, Siang,Chuen,Yuan,Dian,Thong n me gathered in SKY and played our favourites game ,Call of Duty 4,the game still great and excited for us eventhough it's already counted as outdated game..Our COD is kamerage!!!.........lol...

After played....we went to a burger stall sumwhere in Gelugor....WOW!!!...this is the first time I ate the largest burger in my life....and it was totally a fabulous and delicious BURGER!!!

WIll take u there if u want to...hihi!!

Fhang's practice car......

2009-10-09T05:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday.... Fhang asked me to accompany her for car practice....she already passed her license but she nid go to Jelutong for activity every thursday....it was abit scary when she driving.....lol.....

Lantern Festival!!!

2009-10-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

acted like BABAS and NYONYAS

Last saturday, I went to Esplanade with Yun , Ting , Tee , Howe and Mei.....There are a lot of events organised .... they also gave free lanterns to all the people .... Besides that, dragon and lion dance also presented by the professionals....The most attracted event was BIG-FLAG handling....the show various and awesome show......Futhermore , there also got some chinese and malays dance.....Eventhough the programs are well-prepared but not successfully enough because the RAIN....

Chelsea's Winning Streak Ends

2009-09-28T00:42:00.003+08:00

Rodallega- the guy that caused Cech sent off and took advantage on Hilario.....

Wigan Athletic brought Chelsea's undefeated Premier League start to a crashing halt as goals from Paul Scharner, Titus Bramble and a Hugo Rodallega penalty gave them a 3-1 win.The turning point was Petr Cech's sending off after clipping Rodallega in the area. The Czech goalkeeper was correctly shown the red card and the resulting penalty was slotted home by the Colombian striker.Chelsea scored through Didier Drogba but that will be scant consolation for Carlo Ancelotti in his first loss in English football.In the week leading up to the game, Latics boss Roberto Martinez enriched training “group therapy” amongst his ailing players after a 4-0 capitulation at Arsenal. The need to keep spirits high was imperative given their impending clash against another top four team, Chelsea.Carlo Ancelotti’s men were flying off a clean sweep of wins and the return of Joe Cole and Yuri Zhirkov from injury. Still, given their opponents’ Jekyll and Hyde start to the season, there was some concern as to which Wigan Athletic would turn up.

Penang Hill-ing. . .

2009-09-27T17:19:00.008+08:00

After a week in holiday....finally all of us have the chance to Penang Hill ....before this, we had failed several times to there.....sometimes they they busy and sometime rain......finally , we got the day....

Seow Yun, Ai Tee, Lee Ting,Ee Mei, Ching Ying, Seng Howe and me.....we went for several events....haha.....I've also took picture with a yellow snake which was same colour with my shirt...hehe

But...every enjoyment moments sure have a conflict....HAIZ....actually we've decided to rent bicycles.....but, all the bicycles at there were airless in tyre, chain's problem and the brake not functioned well....so , we left the bicycle back to the owner....and the owner asked to pay for that....sounds crazy....we haven't ride the bicycles also and why we need to pay for that???....this makes me angry....and the owner cursed us that if we not pay for that we won't be safe....DAMN SUCKA FACKO INDIANA BLACKA!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not very happy with that ....and I've turned back and asked...'what r u said jz now' and he replied ' no ar, I din say anything'....Luckily he answered like that or else.....FACKO INDIAN!@!!

Yun, Ting , Tee and RYAN

Ying,Yun , Ryan and Howe

Howe, Tee, Ting, Ying, Mei and Yun

After penang hill-ing.....haha....in kopitiam....a short videp clip....

Wad da SHYTE morning...

2009-09-25T13:44:00.003+08:00

Today CC wan go back to KL already, then we went out for badminton....After badminton-ing, I went to Bank with Sern purposely to get out some cash....unfortunately, my ATM's card stucked in da machine.....damn....then now I need to wait for few days to get back my card....really want make crazy already!!!!!!!!!

Raya's Outing....

2009-09-24T22:15:00.004+08:00

Sleepy at KIM GARY Yun

Ai Tee and Ting

Me and Howe

Yesterday went out with Yun, Tee , Ting and Howe.....we went to Queensbay for movie.....but the tickets were sold out!!! so we were forced to watch midnite-movie....haha....We watched 'Where Got Ghost' , a ghosy movie by Jack Neo...Ting failed to watch this movie and she have to wasted 8 bucks on this cause her parents not allowed her to watch late nite movie....she had to asked someone fetch back home....pity for her....

While waitng for movie....we went to Fun Fair that beside Queensbay....haha....At there I've found that something that make me hard to breathe...haha....that thinggy was 'DISCOVERY'....hahaha,,

The THINNGGGYY
We inside there liao....

Soccer and Study !!!

2009-09-21T20:44:00.002+08:00

After won this competition, I just realised that the most important thing in my life is soccer and study..... No more other things in my life's pathway..... Every dream has a beginning and now the dream came true......no more wasting money , time and energy on everything that I won't success for it......only soccer and study....no more!!! no more!!!

Futsal Champion !!!!! Yoohoo....

2009-09-21T18:53:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY 19 SEPTEMBER

Wayne and me were dropped in Team C.....joined Roger, Kelvin and James for FUTSAL competition for the BSS SPORTS CARNIVAL....Before join the competition , we just decide to play for fun....and do not aspect for anything......Well....in first knockout match....We won 15 - 1 ....this is difficult to believe but it's true....haha!!! .... In first half , Wayne scored 5 goals.....in the 2nd half we just continue shot the goalpost.....well....in the end....I scored 1 from far range....and total goals from Wayne was 9....sounds crazy....and 4 goals from Roger and 1 own goal bt themselves ..... we just conceded 1 goal...and we heading to semi-final for tomoro....

MONDAY 20 SEPTEMBER

IN THE PICTURE: (from left) A substs(dunno his name), Wayne, Roger, Organiser(Andrew), Kelvin, James and Ryan

Same team ,same formation and same tactics we won the semi-final by 2 - 1 and Team A....we won back from losing 1 goal....2 goals from Wayne.....and we r in the FINAL!!!

In final, we met Team E captained by Teik Min....hehe....this Final sounds crazy coz we won from extra time .... Teik Min scored 3 oals for his team....while Wayne and Roger make it draw .... and the full game ended with 4 - 4 ....this results make it continue in extra - time.....As a captain , another long range shot from freekick helped my team a 1st winning goal....that's amazing....while another 5 goals were slapped into oppenent's goal post.....HAHA!!! Have u watch 6 goals in extra time match???....haha....

Front view

Today very DOWN!!!

2009-09-19T03:17:00.002+08:00

Actually today I nid go to jogging with Yun, Ting and Tee.....OMG...,,,I forget to turn off the silent mode last nite after watched the movie in GSC.....so, when i woke up, the clock show that already 9 o'clock.....sorry to them....haha.....and I continue to sleep till afternoon since today have no school....haha
Unfortunately, I received a call from BSS and they told me change to chess ..... this is becoz futsal are fulled....I'm cannot accept this changement....I told him to reset or else, i'm not going for this sunday ..... eventhough i'm in futsal, it also does not mean I can same team with my team....this is suck....they spoiled our plan and mood......
At 6pm, I went to Yun's house to fetch her to go to INFINITY....since too free and boring at home...we also decide want to go to pasar malam but the rain spoiled our plan....and also at first, AiTee said wan go to pasar malam with her boyfriend but suddenly her mum ask her to buy medicine....so we juz nid to accepted the fact....Its very funny when we finding INFINITY, we find there almost half an hour...haha....Yun are special.....I never c gal so pro in gaming ....haha....she played Left for Dead, haha....but when she play very funny....she moved forward then reversed bec ...haha....becoz sked the zombies ....haha....well not bad la.....but when we want to went bec....alamak.....the rain cant stop.....When reached her house, alamak, her sis and her dad at the lobby....and summore raining and wetting....this time will be in trouble...o..o....
When i reached my house there , the rain getting worse till I cant c da road....juz can saw the light of the vehicles.....it's very scary and dangerous....I've never meet this condition b4.....and whole body wet till CRAZY....Reached home lagi kena SHOOT....haha....in hokkien..."kuan si tiok ho la"...

Merdeka Celebration>>Football Training>>GAMER

2009-09-19T02:50:00.004+08:00

This is wad happened on thursday.....hehe
While studying ekons, a sudden announcement told that everyone shud go to field for MERDEKA CELEBRATION....Shyte....It's hot and boring.....bt wad to do....haiz....jz go down to join them for shouting....haha....
After recess, another announcement told all the Form6 students go for 6th Formth Society's AGM.....haha....today almost all the periods are free periods....hehe....most of the commitees for next year were indians except for da gals.....Jenny was chosen as treasurer which is the only one of our class student, Pakyastri will be the Assistant while Lim Zhen Fei,the only chinese guy in the commitees for year 2010 , chose as chairman for the Six Formth society.....
After school, about 4.30pm, Me, Desper, Christian wong,Arvind , Chuan Way and Desper's cousin went to Padang Polo for football....wow...its great....almost a year din play footbal on field but really tired....hehe...We also did some freekicks ....ermm...u can get it in facebook coz we got recorded it...haha....as a memory....bt wong's 1....very funny....the video caused him till he deleted his facebook.....haha....all the videos were in Arvind's profile....can get it in my profile too....

This 1 is how i took ....Awesome!!! Actually the keeper touched the ball but can't stop it.....

Wad a mistake.....haiz.....Awful....

This video makes wong deleted his facebook.....haha!!!

After the game, I went to Gurney plaza with Chie Chiat and Ui Sern.....we watched the new movie.....GAMER....Ai Tee told that this movie not nice, bt we gt it nice...maybe it more suitable for guys...haha.....this movie is about a youngster controlled a prisoner as a game character to complete the missions......Welll....this movie totally great.....!!!

Stupid Messenger.....

2009-09-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today, I overslept again....Shyte!!! ....This might cause me receive a warning letter from teacher.....It's really shyte because I many days din school already without reason.....God bless me!!!

About Msn, I 'm very hate to mention about it already....shite....Today MSN got new update....and it asked me to install the new version to continue but I canot go through the Download of the new edition.....SAD.... and i need to use Window Messenger to chat with my friends.....My world became BLACK & WHITE......Damna

MUET TEST....'charm liao'

2009-09-14T21:49:00.003+08:00

Just past 2 days , I hv already forgot that I have a MUET's oral test....this morning while I'm still sleepy coz i slept at 4am last nite.....and the first period is MUET period....the teacher, Pn.Ratna came in and told us to get ready suddenly....On that time, I'm only remembered that I have a test for today.....But duno why its really funny coz din have any tension on it.....I was grouped with Menaga, Phaik ee and Navitha....Our topic is Which occuppations will be the most important ..... Menaga got doctor, Phaik ee got engineer while Navitha got teacher and me....haha....firstly i got journalist but I pretended like duno wad izit...then da teacher changed manager for me....haha....and after the discussion, teacher is the most important occupation because teacher is a starting of anything.,....

After the period, I just cannot believe that but its a fact....coz y u know? coz my class free of teaching for whole day....wow.....haha...

As a host for da 1st time.....

2009-09-13T18:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, 12th of September 2009......1st time im became the organiser of a camp.....It's hard for me because it is da first time, i do not have any skills and knowledge about scout's stuff.....and no ppl help me to learn....i Need to learn myself....Its hard....but im survived with iit.....coz i helped by Sir and one of my fren who have a little knowledge about scouts.....and thanx to my PC thats helped me to learned knotting and bandaging.....sounds crazy but it's work......Now I really knew that Im really can and better than enuf.....for those who r lazy and know how to criticised me, u just sit there and wait for me to show u that who am I....a loser or a leader..... Since I hv already chose as a Chairman , so I will act as a CHAIRMAN!!!!

What The Matches.....

2009-09-13T18:18:00.005+08:00

Emmanuel Adebayor was a terror against his former mates on Sunday as City kept their torrid start to the season going with a 4-2 win over Arsenal. Adebayor did his part in the win by netting a goal and making several key plays to help spark a very entertaining second half in Manchester.

Besides that , Florent Malouda scored a last minute goal to kept Chelsea 5 winning streak since the first match.... While Hat-trick from Yossi Benayoun and a single goal from Kuyt brought Liverpool survived 4 goals againsted Burnley and 10 men's Man.utd won on Tottenham on late nite.....

Accident !!! 2nd time !!!

2009-09-08T19:16:00.003+08:00

Today after school, after turned the cornerr between PFS and Mcd, a Myvi suddenly turned right because it wan to enter the McDonald's....and I was hit by it....My motorcycle was crashed and dragged my left leg on the road....It's sound terrible but luckily my leg just only a normal cramped.....and my hand was injured .....Then all the students came closed to me.....and my classmate , Kang sent me to the Lam Wah EE's hospital near my school.....Seow Yun,Mellissa, Ching Ying and Ee Mei also followed I went there.....I received some dressing and treatments at there....1 hours later, my dad came and scolded me.....SHITE!!!!....Motor was crashed and I nid to be repaire and the medical fees ....... Keep burdening my life!!!!

Outing with Chie Chiat , Fhang, Hong and Rita

2009-08-30T20:55:00.003+08:00

After many months din meet with Fhang, Chiat and Hong, we today went out for fun....Very happy and enjoyable.....We went to REDBOX and OBAKE-YA...hehe.....Obake-YA restaurant is a japanese restaurant , the food very special and nice but the design something like PRISON,,,,,hehee...Actually the outing will be more enjoyable but most of our friends having problems so....hehe....

Barclays Premier League Fixture 1

2009-08-18T17:19:00.004+08:00

Last saturday and sunday , the new season of BPL has back....Chelsea , Arsenal , Man.City and Manchester Utd were succesfully gained 3 points againsted their opponents....Arsenal won 6-1 on Everton, it was a great start for them while Chelsea , Man.City and Man.Utd won on Hull, Blackburn and Birmingham respectively.....2 goals by Drogba after Hull's Hunt scored an opening goal for season 2009/2010 brought Chelsea a victory for their first match....Newcomer's Adebayor and Stephen Ireland scored for Man.City on Blackburn brought them a great start while Wayne Rooney scored a single winning goal for Man.Utd....
Meanwhile, Liverpool failed to join them to win the first match after 2-1 lost to Tottenham Hotspur....

Presentation for MUET....

2009-08-18T17:09:00.003+08:00

Today's morning I did my presentation already....the presentation was about review of the movie that we had watched before....the title of the movie that I've presented was GOAL!The Dream Begins...This movie is about a poor Mexican became a professional football player in Europe...Eventhough the movie were released since 2005, but the story of the movie I still can remember because this movie is the my most favourite movie all the time ....Most of my classmates presented about Transformer 2: Revenge of The Fallen...boring only...its awesome...hehe....

Community Shield.....1st Title in 2009/2010!!!

2009-08-10T06:53:00.002+08:00

After let down Seattle Sounders, Inter Milan, AC Milan and Club America in July while drawn with Reading in early August, CHELSEA FOOTBALL CLUB claimed their 1st title,F.A Community Shield early the morning after clashed with Manchester United....Chelsea won 4-1 on penalties-kick-off after 2-2 drawn with the red devils....

Nani scored an opening goal while Carvalho equalised it in 2nd half....Frank Lampard scored a winning goal for Chelsea after a few minutes.....In injury time, unexpectively,Wayne Rooney equalised it in the last 2nd minutes.....And this leaded them to penalties kick off...

In penalties, Petr Cech succesfully saved 2 shots by Giggs and Evra while Lampard ,Ballack ,Drogba and Kalou succesfully scored their goals to bring a victory to them....

OMG...What Happened On Me....Hw CAn I Dunnoe??? SHit Useless!!!

2009-07-31T02:05:00.002+08:00

I really dunnoe whats happened to me recently....Everyday study until didn't realize that something had happened.....I'm very useless and hopeless....I'm .....HAIZ!!!>>>>shit guy and useless!!!!

IBRA switched with Eto

2009-07-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

Swedish player's Zlatan Ibrahimovic joined Catalan while Samuel Eto'O joined Inter Milan yesterday.....

REAL MADRID GODLIKE

2009-07-29T16:49:00.001+08:00

CRISTIANO RONALDO from Manchester United, KAKA from AC Milan, KARIM BENZEMA from Lyon and RAUL ALBIOL from Valencia already succesfully transferred to Santiago Bernabeu,REAL MADRID....Real Madrid still linked with Xabi Alonso and Arbeloa(LIVERPOOL), Franck Ribery(BAYERN MUNICH) and David Villa(VALENCIA).....

I'm going to Be A New and Stronger GUY starting now!!!

2009-07-19T02:58:00.003+08:00

I think I have already did a lots of mistakes like involved in matters that does not suits to me at all.....It make me sad and lost.....So, I already set a new life's recipe for myself.....From now onwards, I'm going to become a new, stronger, tougher and unbeatenable guy.....and I will also forget the past that happened to me before ..... since it was a bad story......Come On!!!I,m going to face the challenges and defeats them....

I Want To Find A FOOTBALL Team to Join.....!!!!

2009-07-17T01:19:00.003+08:00

I felt very unhappy today...Actually tomorrow I got interhouse 's football competition....but my name had erased from the list for tomorrow competition......It's not fair.....I think I made it better than the others...How come like that...The problem is I the new student in this school if I not getting wrong....now just left one chinese in the team,the others is malays.....so...I have decided what to do now...I'm already ready to join any Chinese football club in my state...I think I can make it better than in school......IT'SSSSSSSSSSSS NOOOOOT FAAAAAIIIIIRRRRR at alll!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Prom Nite......

2009-07-13T23:59:00.005+08:00

Last Friday, there was Prom Nite organized by 6th Form Society of Penang Free School for all the Form 6 students.....The Prom held at E&O Hotel from 6pm to almost 12am....

In this picture:

Standing behind-Wayne Chan, Melissa Ooi,Jenny Wong and Ryan Loh(ME)

Sit In Front- Chia Sin , Seow Yun , Sara Gee, Kh'ng Wei and Chiew Ping

In This Picture:>>>
From left to right-
Cheang Yew, Gary Phuah,
Jeremy Sim, Wayne Chan,
Daniel Foo, Andrew Alexander,
Alvin Tan, Ryan Loh(ME)

Chelsea NEW Home & Away kits

2009-07-13T23:54:00.005+08:00

PINHORN moved to SEMI-FINAL on this Friday...

2009-07-13T23:38:00.003+08:00

Pinhorn defeats Cheeseman(RED) and Hagreaves(BROWN) in football for interhouse competititon this evening in the group stages....Pinhorn won two goals againsts Cheeseman while won three goals againsts Hagreaves...I played againsts Hagreaves....Besides that , Cheeseman also won one nil againsts Hagreaves....So, Pinhorn and Cheeseman will be in the SEMI-FINAL against Wu Lien Teh(GREEN) and either Hamilton(YELLOW) or Tunku Putra(ORANGE) on this FRIDAY's morning ... Will Pinhorn be the champion again for the 3rd year???

The Starting of Account's Subject for ME!!!

2009-06-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

Oh my godness, my class account's teacher ask me to complete all the homework and notes that she gave to my new classmates since before I entered the class....She gave me 2 weeks to complete all the homework which it's required the others to complete it in more than 1 month time....But it's okay...HAHA...I think I'm going to pass up to her by next week on Monday....Wakaka...And she scared me if I didn't pass up all the homework in two weeks time, she told me to leave the class...Haha...This is Bullshit.!!!....Until today I also don't know I scare what ....Next week I'm going to send her a gift...Wakaka!!!

Science to Art

2009-06-29T14:38:00.005+08:00

Today was my 1st day in 6R2 which are Account class...I same class with Wayne again...Wahaha...But I having a small problem here which was I not really understand what the teacher taught...HAHA!!!...But is okay because today was the 1st day and I believe tomorrow will be better day...xD...

TRANSFORMER: Revenge Of The Fallen

2009-06-28T04:02:00.007+08:00

As from the past post,I went back to house,I feel very dissatisfied at all, since my dad not reach home yet, I quickly ran out to mit Ui Sern and the others....I done this because the movie ticket had been bought by Kai Yuan since evening....

When we reached there, GSC looks like concert...there were a lot of people...because of this movie...WAH...Keng...!!!
My comment on this movie was nothing can beat it...Wakaka..I rated it 9 over 10 stars!!!!Luckily I went for the movie or else , I gonna to waste the best movie and it will make me regret ...Haha!!!

My Last Day

2009-06-28T03:53:00.002+08:00

Finally , the day that I waited for so long has reached...Today was my last day working at Gurney Plaza....But it went off worse...Actually my colleagues(Ah Bok,U Sheng,U Liang,Chester,Ah Boon, Yeong Chyua and his friend) will with me go to supper for my last day celebration...When the time reached 10PM, I received a call from my dad,he told me to go back with him because my aunty told him that she have a bad dream happens on me.....I'm very dissatisfy with it but I have no idea, so, I went home with him...I'm felt very sorry to my colleagues...Haiz!!...But I promise I will go with them when they free....

Wah..Today very GAI....but I GET APPROVED TO ART'S STREAM!!!

2009-06-27T00:18:00.003+08:00

1.Spring's Cleaning
Today Penang Free School BOSLIB's organized an event to clean the library. I went for it...At first , i feel like very tired because need to run and down with the pails...bt actually its help me to improve my muscle...HAHA!!!

2.Went To JPN
After the BOSLIB's event, Ui Sern and I went to JPN to get the letter to change to Art's stream. This was the first time I went there....But luckily, my requestment have been approved...YEAH...I will go to 6R2 on Monday and Ui Sern will go to 6R4....Wakaka...

3.Badminton At Tanjung Court
After went to JPN, I went back to my house to changed clothes to badminton...Today I played with Jeffrey,Jeremy and Sern...I can said today was the worse game because Tanjung court very worse and boring...Next time don't want go there play edi...

4.Misundestanding
Just now when work, I have some misunderstanding but forget it...Haha...It's like that in human life....Todays is my last 2nd day working at there...And i gonna to be free after that so but I really need to focus on my STUDY after this.....

1st time cramping After SPOrt...Funny...Ouch!!!

2009-06-24T00:45:00.003+08:00

Today after school I have badminton selection...Unfortunately,,the hall were used by the drama ppl...then all the badminton's player play at the area beside the hall...I start play without warm-up... bt when reach home , my backbone cramped and its feeling was terrible...OUCH!!!... It was my 1st time cramping after sport all the time....Wakaka!!!...

Today's events...A Lot lo!!...Wahaha bt tired....

2009-06-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

Today's morning , I didn't go to school because today was my school Teacher's Day...Then about 8am, I went to plays basketball with Jeffrey, Shin Chuen, Chun Siang , Ui Sern and Seng Howe....Before I don't know how to play basketball one and even don't want learn to play also...but today I really felt that I really got use heart to play it...quite nice!!! But it's still harder to play than my favourite sport, FOOTBALL!!!.. After basketball, we waiting for Andrew to have some breakfast....After that I went back to change uniform because I got to go to Buddhist society in school...But, u know, something funny happened...the society's meeting not I reach 5 minutes....haiz...
At 2pm, I went to badminton with Chun Siang, Ui Sern,Sau Fei, Chee Beng, Ee Yeow, Jeremy , Jeffrey and his gal... haha....after badminton, ee Yeow, Jeffrey and his gal with me went to Top Cue ... Unfortunately, the tables were fulled with peoples..So, we just forget it...then I went back to my house, chattin for awhile with someone and went to work at 6pm....Sien kah Bei Si....zzz...

The Blue's PinHorn will Be the TOP...?

2009-06-18T22:55:00.005+08:00

Todays 5PM, Pinhorn have their 1st raining for LOWER6 in this year... today's event was 100metres... I already almost more than one year didn't sprint but its still ookay for me... bt after reached the endlines, my legs have a bit pain....Otherwise, I will ready for next events which is selection for football for the PINHORN.....Come on..PINHORNERS..."Quantity is nothing,qualities is everythings"..........

First Time Went Out To Eat with Andrew and Daniel....

2009-06-18T22:47:00.003+08:00

Todays, after school , I went to New World Park with Daniel and Andrew for lunch. We ate chicken rice...lols...

I'm PINHORNers

2009-06-17T01:12:00.006+08:00

Early the morning, all Lower six's students were told that their sport's house..I get Pinhorn which was blue house.. In PFS, I joined Shaolin's Wushu,Counselling Club, Buddhist's Society,Sixth Formth Society,Badminton,Basketball and BOSLIB(Board Of School Librarian)....

Still Moodless....

2009-06-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

After 2 weeks of holiday, my mood still unstable when in school....Haiz... But today I've been told that the request to change stream still available for second time....WAO!!!...It's feel great!!!...Hopefully this time JPN accepts my request......

DRAG ME TO HELL after Bowling

2009-06-14T22:56:00.004+08:00

Today's afternoon , Rita and I went for bowling...Today I play like shit.....Get lowest points than before...After that...We joined Jeffrey and Ee Yeow to watched movie at GSC, Gurney Plaza.The movie titled 'Drag Me To Hell'.....The movie very excited and not bad....But Rita wasted the movie ticket because she only went there and closed her eyes with hands....LOLS...

Very Exasperated....

2009-06-13T23:13:00.005+08:00

Today actually was my happy and great day but after i went to work..the condition has changed... After when I have already punched my punch card, a guard shouted to me suddenly and said 'Why u waiting at there' with a very loud voice...Then i answered him back,'where I got waiting ' ...Then he said'U don't said 'LANSI' word with me...When he said that , I feel very want to box him...But after on motor, I think..Why i angry with this type of people...He only a guard,'there is no point quarrel with him, I have a brighter future than him so I don't need quarrel with him...So I just forget it...

What A Tired Day .....

2009-06-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

Huuhhh......Today i went to badminton with my friends...they are Jeffrey,Jeremy,Rita,Austin,EeYeow,Chun siang,Wei Loon and 2 mores....Its feeling good....Because we enjoy it!!...After badminton,Jeremy and I with Wayne went for snooker...That time i very tired...So i lost to Wayne until very far the points between us two...then i went home....Awhile later i went to work....WaHHHH.....And now my whole body pain until CAN'T move.......Lols

Will C.Ronaldo be The most expensive Player???

2009-06-11T23:43:00.006+08:00

Todays, in the soccer world,is all about the 24-years-old Portuguese' Cristiano Ronaldo on his way to Real Madrid after Kaka's news... For today ,the transferation of C.Ronaldo to Real Madrid is in still doubtful but maybe tomorrow he will in Spain...The media tolds that Real madrid is ready 80 million pounds on getting him...If he go to Spain,will BPL lose their quality???.....

I Received a Letter from JPN

2009-06-10T21:28:00.005+08:00

Just now about 4PM evening, I received a message from Si Kai. He told me that his request to Art's class has been approved...After i received the message, I ran quickly to my mail box. Unfortunately, I saw my letter with 'tidak diluluskan' words by JPN... I can't do anything...just can accept the FACT...Haiizzzzzz........

Adopted A Younger Sister

2009-06-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

One of the student of my ex-school who named Alice has been adopted by me as a younger sister...she told me that she need a brother to teach and accompany her..Since she was a nice and younger than me, I accepted the request....Now, i hope she will focus on her education to achieve credits in all subjects... but Mathematics i hopes u can get A1 because u r Chinese...

OMG...Kaka Moves To Real Madrid

2009-06-09T22:02:00.001+08:00

Kaka,brazilian footballer who plays for AC Milan has been transfered successfully to Spanish's Giant club, REAL MADRID and it's cost 65M euro...And how about Chelsea??? Bt nw Chelsea linked with Pato,Pirlo,Villa,Adebayor, Arnoutovic and Zhirkov...

First Time Hang Out with My Two new Friends

2009-06-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

Jeremy and Wayne, my new friends in Penang Free School...We went out for snooker at TOP CUE which located in Farlim... I played against Wayne...I lost to him but it's fine..lols...after play against me, he againsted Jeremy...Lastly , Jeremy won the game...

2009-06-08T20:02:00.001+08:00

I start My Blog ...

2009-06-05T02:40:00.000+08:00

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