Yesterday was the most painful day for me....when it happens, I just can't believe it....I've brought her to clinic to due her pain ... She never say that she sick or something....this is the 1st also the last time...
This is the hardest moment for me...I just can feel that I've lost everything when I've been told that she already gone by the doctor...I went to clinic with her and saw whatever things happened inside the room...I just remember something...she ask me follow her when Dad want take her to the clinic...she never ask me to follow her...she looks suffering for few minutes and left this world without leave any comment...
She never tell me what she want...She never ask for anything....She did everything for us but I still haven't pay back anything to her...My plan is going to give her a better life after I end my studies....why don't she wait me for few years...
She never ask me to do anything for her...I felt very sorry....but this happens to sudden ....she never have any diseases .... but why she left this world by just sudden heart attack? I don't know what to do now....suddenly lost the one who the closest to me...There is no meaning for me in this world if without her....
