Sometimes we will never understand what happens around us. Some of things happen unexpectedly. I am so sad. I shall be grateful because got someone love me so much , but why? This question is to hard for me to figure out the answer. Why I could let go someone that I've been waiting for 635 days . I don't know whether I did hurt her or not? I really wanted to talk to her , I really wanted to explain but no point I'm doing that...
What happened already happened , but one thing I do really wanna know , have she ever like me? I know she is sad , she might upset because this is all normal , but I feel insecure because I don't feel she has any feeling for me , I'm so sorry , I'm real sorry to you , no point for saying what now , I just can wish she will find someone she love and someone do really better love her and able to give her a super duper better life like something I couldn't give her.
Whatever I having now might leave me if not mistaken , she wouldn't like me anymore but I am too pessimistic on some little case , perhaps she will never do that. I am such a failure , I'm not a guy , not a good guy as well, such a loser stupid idiot! What shall I do? I really need some direction from you GOD!
I think I understand what she wrote, my heart is SO PAIN!!!! Real PAin! why u treat me like this???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? I am so love you! Why must you let this reshuffle my brain?! WHY!
