I've been hanging here for quite awhile before I started to press my keyboard... I was thinking whether should I express this feeling in this board or not... life is unpredictable...515 means the days that I've spent for someone , I didn't try or even show my 1% of interest on others , just stay the warmth on her...but today I have to decide something that I used not to change in my life...
Perhaps , I've thinking too much for all these while , but now I could realize that love its a matter of two persons , not just because of you loving her , everything can come to what you are expecting for...
I've been keeping that for a stupid reason , I've been tired of everything and tired of being someone else... I have to leave her , she's not mine , nothing I can do to be with her.. she's loving someone else.. I nees several days cure the pain of making this decision ...
If you ever seen this , I just can to tell you that I'm sorry , I have to do so because my love to you is 99.99% true... I will be someone better than today , don't worry..
