I'm sorry to say this again , I don't mean to make things get awkward but we are really not going to end up with anything . I could understand the feelings but I really can't get onto this . I can't make you feel that pain because you are my friend , a good friend indeed.
Honestly , you belongs to someone much more better than me thousand times . He could be handsome , richer , talented and many many advantages more than I have . We are good friends even for now or even in future. I'm sorry because I really can't go on with this situation because I don't wish for options. The time I decided was 605 days ago. She is someone that I've been wishing for my future life. If only she willing to do so .
No matter how , we are still good friends. Sometimes friendship hold longer than we could expected.
Monday, August 20, 2012
Monday, August 6, 2012
Life?
Sun rises and the background of mine is so silent . Normal temperature and many of my neighbours are away from their home . This morning is so free till I could drop some of my words here. I've been working for company for over 10 months . Life is so busy and depressed everyday . Sometimes its fun but sometimes its not.
20 years old but I've been wasted much of my time on useless events and stuffs . I should know much about myself than other people . The day mum left me in this chaotic world , I know the smile of mine wouldn't be like last time anymore . Well life is about to go on , we cannot rely too much from parents , we must be able to fight for our future , for me , the worse situation is when someone ahead me , so must work on that so that no one could do that to me anymore .
Dad never care of my life , I don't know whether its a good thing or not but when I see other people does not appreciate the concern from their parents , I think I should appreciate my life now. Well , actually our life can be simple , just see whether we want to choose to be on it or not. Sometimes I admit I'm a little bit greedy because I want achieve something that I never be granted before.
Every family has their own problem , we might not understand their situation , but sometimes it could be worse than our expectation , well , sometimes I really my friends could life much better because whenever we be with them , of course we hope they are always smiling. That's why sometimes I crack jokes to make them laugh , hopefully they could catch my honesty because whenever you see your friend smile , it just like you just did a good deed. This post is very unnatural and random but I just trying to speak out what am I gonna say.
20 years old but I've been wasted much of my time on useless events and stuffs . I should know much about myself than other people . The day mum left me in this chaotic world , I know the smile of mine wouldn't be like last time anymore . Well life is about to go on , we cannot rely too much from parents , we must be able to fight for our future , for me , the worse situation is when someone ahead me , so must work on that so that no one could do that to me anymore .
Dad never care of my life , I don't know whether its a good thing or not but when I see other people does not appreciate the concern from their parents , I think I should appreciate my life now. Well , actually our life can be simple , just see whether we want to choose to be on it or not. Sometimes I admit I'm a little bit greedy because I want achieve something that I never be granted before.
Every family has their own problem , we might not understand their situation , but sometimes it could be worse than our expectation , well , sometimes I really my friends could life much better because whenever we be with them , of course we hope they are always smiling. That's why sometimes I crack jokes to make them laugh , hopefully they could catch my honesty because whenever you see your friend smile , it just like you just did a good deed. This post is very unnatural and random but I just trying to speak out what am I gonna say.
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